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Laura14   in reply to positive thoughts   on

Perhaps I am back, We will see

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Laura14   in reply to Laura14   on

Today, I don't want to help, I just want to spew!

wow that was a long time ago. been going through hard times forever it seems, haven't talked to my parents since before this post, though I drive by their house sometimes and try to catch a glimpse. My husband finally got his disability and I have been working at the same job for a year and half now. We still struggle everyday, I have lost my relationship with God, and I am trying to get it back. I guess I just got tired of all the sadness, and my faith faded. Lord I pray you put the LOVE back in my heart and remove the bitterness. Fill me up with your love and control my foul mouth, and thoughts. I want to be whole again!
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Laura14   in reply to Laura14   on

H&R BLOCK GIVES LOANS ON YOUR TAX REFUND!

Does anyone know if they still do this???? I checked the site, I can find the words "Emerald advance line of credit" which is what the loan is, but it never takes me anywhere on the site
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Laura14   in reply to Laura14   on

H&R BLOCK GIVES LOANS ON YOUR TAX REFUND!

http://www.hrblock.com/offices/index.html
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Laura14   in reply to Laura14   on

H&R BLOCK GIVES LOANS ON YOUR TAX REFUND!

 in response to Jlporch72...   you have to call them, the rules are different for different areas, I don't even know if they are doing it this year.
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Laura14   in reply to Laura14   on

H&R BLOCK GIVES LOANS ON YOUR TAX REFUND!

 in response to Jason72...   no, if they did, I wouldn't get it lol
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Today, I don't want to help, I just want to spew!

How will I pay my rent? You know what, I don't know, but I know it will be paid, because the Lord doesn't fail me, ever! And if it's not, then he has another plan for me.

I am trying my best to take our hardships as they come, though it's not easy.

This has been one heck of a year.

Not sure , what happened first.

My dog died, after 10years by my side, my best friend, my confidant, my everyday companion. I cried for a month.

Then I was laid off from my job, I loved my job, I felt betrayed, for reasons I won't go into. I cried for 2 weeks.

My elderly mom became very ill and started accusing everyone of trying to kill her and take her money (she doesn't have any money) , she said I poisoned her, she said many things. She is taken care of by my father who has been by her side for 50 years. My father, instead of getting her help, has decided, to go with what she wants. He has ostracized the whole family. I am not allowed to call, my only contact, to make sure they are ok is adult social services, and they pretty much suck. My mother has refused medical care, even if they come to the house, my father is 72 years old, I hope he can handle it. I Love them so much, and it hurts so much. I still cry almost everyday, I have lost them, and I miss them, we were very close once. I can barely go to the store (we use the same one) or I get upset.
Then theres the little thing of, my 20 year old son, who lost his job, just before mom lost her mind. He was living with her, and they kicked him out. So he is home, with no job, and no vehicle , as it got repo'd . I love having him home, and my other 2 boys all together. But financially it's hard.

It was pretty hard, NOW IT'S GONNA BE SURPRISING WHEN EVERYTHING GETS PAID. Because my husband, has had to quit his job for medical reasons. He will have to file for disability. I do have a temp job starting tomorrow , I hope that goes ok, and it might be just in time to pay the rent.

I am not sure , what God has in store for me, but I love him, and I have faith! He always comes through for me and my family. There is a reason for it all!!
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There was a Flood

There was a flood,

and a man took his children and wife, and climbed on top their house. He told them, don't worry, God will save us. So they sat on their roof and a few hours, then a boat came by. The man urged them to get in, but the man said "No! we don't need your boat, God will save us!".

A few hours later, the water had risen almost to the roof, and another boat came by, and again the man refused it, saying "No! we don't need your boat! God will save us!

Finally, the water was at their feet, and a helicopter came down, and tried to rescue the family. Again the man said "No! God will save us! I have Faith!, go away!"

Soon after, the whole family died.

The man did go to heaven, at which time he asked God, "Why didn't you save us?" and God said

"You idiot! I sent you 2 boats and a helicopter!!"

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Laura14   in reply to Laura14   on

A Really Good Prayer!

a re-read is always good, aweeee! That prayer just fills me up! :)
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Laura14   in reply to Laura14   on

Dallas County, Texas - Family Assistance ***UPDATED***

 in response to BIG UN...   call 211 and tell them what you need, you will probly have to spend all day calling charities, and another day ,going to charities but it can be done. (ask your landlord for a letter, saying how much your rent is and what you owe and late fees, some landlords will do that, some won't)and take it with you, take all SS cards for everyone in the house, and a bill, and or lease, and proof he's trying to get social security. It's not easy to get , but help is out there. We just had to get a title loan, on our truck, with no way to pay it back, just to pay part of our rent we owed. I was layed off, and my husband, may be going on disability, we are not sure yet. Food banks, churches, food stamps etc. get it all! (they also have emergency food stamps, but you will have to spend a whole day at the Tdhs. Make sure you take proof of everything, it will be faster. Check out some of the charities , in my link on this page. I live in Irving, not sure about food banks in mesquit, except whats in that list, Good Luck, and God Bless
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Laura14   in reply to friendshelpingfriends   on

Michigan Huge Listing Of Holiday Assistance Programs For Low Income

http://www.toysfortots.org/request_toys/toys.asp

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Laura14   in reply to theendofmyrope   on

I hate feeling ignored and worthless

 in response to theendofmyrope...   I don't know what else to say to make you not give up. Except don't. I don't have anything else to give but prayers. If we all balanced everything on $$ people gave us , no one would ever make it.
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Irving Texas Health Clinic for the uninsured

http://www.irvinginterfaithclinic.org/

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Laura14   in reply to theendofmyrope   on

I hate feeling ignored and worthless

 in response to theendofmyrope...   don't say that, you won't be worth anything dead. My husband's best friend blew his brains out, so his family could get his social security, it was the last stupid thing he did. He ruined their lives, and my husband had to clean his best friends brains up , off the floor, pull up the carpet and soak up the blood with a towel.that's not what your kids need. No one is better off, if you are dead. Things will get better, and no one deserves to deal with the aftermath of a suicide. Keep dredging on hun, you will make it.
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Laura14   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

anyone know where to get oxygen supplies, cheap in Irving, TX , or Dallas county? i.e. tanks and tubing? cpap or bpap machines, face masks
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Laura14   in reply to theendofmyrope   on

I hate feeling ignored and worthless

 in response to theendofmyrope...   If God is not helping, then you are probably where you are at, to learn something, only he knows what it is, talk to him, ask him to reveal the truth to you. Go to the employment office, sign up, and talk to a case worker, tell them your woes, don't leave the office. Go everyday, 8 hours a day or at least 4 hours. They have people come in all the time that are hire ing, they hire everyone, from felons to the disabled. The trick is, to catch them. I need to do the same, only my husband needs me all the time, or my kids, so I have to squeez my job searches in between. Good luck and let God find you a job, when he thinks you are ready. He will bless you, in his time, not our time. God has done many wondrous things in my life, but never when I wanted him to, and he always has a reason.
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Free Clinic List for Texas

 in response to hurtbody...   you should go to the interfaith clinic, don't call, just go, it's on the corner of pioneer and irving blvd, on the NW corner behind the check cashing place. If you don't qualify for parkland health plus, ((btw:just tell them you don't)) , they will help you get on project access, my husband is on it. Without them, we would have no insurance for my husband, he has every illness under the sun.
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Laura14   in reply to theendofmyrope   on

I hate feeling ignored and worthless

many here are at there wits end, Im sorry you feel ignored and worthless, I feel the same sometimes, unfortunately, most here only have encouragement to give, as they are broke as well. all i can say is get on foodstamps, goto the employment office, take a minimum wage job, volunteer to work for redcross or fema, you will probably get free food that way, especially if they see you are starving. You will have to start at the bottom. And btw, the last I checked, wedding vows said "for rich or for poor", so if thats the only reason your wife left, perhaps its best. When things go downhill, families should pull together and fight, not dump each other! and anything that happened, can be forgiven, if people would just stand by what marriage is supposed to be. Marriage is a lifelong commitment, to forgive, and to fight through this life together. I have forgiven infidelity, failure, and a world of other things, and come out with a love that can't be broken on the other side. God Bless, and perhaps I was no help at all. But there's my 2 cents, and you havn't been ignored!. Pick yourself up, and do for yourself! You can do it damnit!
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Laura14   in reply to Laura14   on

100 ways to get money w/no job and no computer!

 in response to popel...   I havn't counted, but I imagine we found 100 ways to make money, with out the internet and 100 more with the internet, we just have to have the drive. And they still apply in 2011!!! lol, Im gonna try scrap metal, I have 2 unemployed adult sons, I figure I can drive and they can put stuff in the back of the truck, yeah right lmao, I'm gonna try though :).
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A Really Good Prayer!

 in response to dutyum...   AMEN!
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